Dulu lain sekarang lain.

Dulu,masa kecik-kecik,kita selalu duduk sama-sama cakap pasal future. Kita planned mau pegi holiday sama-sama, ada yang mau pergi study sama-sama, ada lagi plan mahu kahwin on the same day! What a crazy idea kan? It was really obvious kita tidak mahu berpisah. We will try our very best to go back home and meet every raya and every family occasion just to meet up and catching up with each other with the reason of pergi family function. Bila sudah jumpa, we feel the world is already ours and I remember how happy we were at that time. But as the clock ticking, each one of us scattered around in achieving our own ambitions and dreams. Ada juga yang lost macam saya :D (im still looking for the right direction and I hope its not too late). Masing-masing sudah ada life sendiri and their own principles and believes. Dulu, satu cakap A semua cakap A! Sekarang, satu cakap A yang satu lagi cakap B! Totally opposing each other. Weird! Like what we always said, gila bah kita dulu kan?? :D 

 

As I see it, the people who surrounded me from the day I was born until today, from the year of 1987 until 2010, I was surrounded with so many great people. And these great people now are becoming a great person of themselves. I cannot tell how proud I am now when I see each one of them pursuing their dreams. Having our own life is our dream and so do they. Ada yang sudah jadi university student, career man and woman, ada yang sudah jadi bapa orang, tunang orang, bini orang, macam- macam. Masing- masing ada dream sendiri and I can be nothing more than delighted towards them.

 

The main point is, other than reminiscing and compare dulu sama sekarang, what I’m trying to point out here is that the value that build between us should make us stronger on the inside regardless kita friends, relatives, sibling, cousins or maybe we just met somewhere and we got close after certain occasions. It doesn't mean we are close now and the next ten years we won’t be two different people! It doesn't mean we don't hang out now often we are not close macam dulu. It’s the bond that lies upon us. It does not lie in our blood, it’s in our heart. 

 

It’s true it will be a lie if I said that I don’t miss those times. It’s a lie if I said I don’t want to turn back time and be cooler than you *jokingly*. I’d love to go back there BUT as I see it now, nothing can be greater than seeing you happy, successful, prettier, macho-er, cuter, thinner or maybe wider *jangan terasa because this goes to me too*. I’m very proud of you. Very much.